Sunday, January 31, 2010


I got back last night from Chicago and spent the day relaxing today.  I was with my family and it was totally "vanilla".  I had a family member graduating from Navy bootcamp and it was great to see and I am SO proud. 
During my time away, I found myself daydreaming quite a bit about spanking & discipline.  Replaying scenes that I have had with various people in my head and somewhat re-experiencing them, mentally.  It is so nice to have memories of good discipline scenes that I can revisit at will, putting myself back in the moment.  Since I don't live near a spanking community, I'm glad that I am able to daydream at moments that I am longing to be punished.  My behavior wasn't bad or warranting punishment in any way, I just wanted that feeling of someone caring and keeping me accountable and taking the time to punish me.  There's just something about it.



  1. Great to see you back blogging, Alicia. I find myself daydreaming about the old days too. There are good discipline relationships and situations, and not so good ones. The good ones are truly special.

  2. What a wonderful post from an amazing writer and incredible person. Have been an obvious fan since the discovery of your existence, and remain grateful for your talented sharing & all the joy that you bring to the world.

  3. I found myself daydreaming a lot recently. It's because I started to play a virtual role play with somebody and I'm really excited about it. I was kept in this fantasy for a good part of the day. It's a little bit better now, but I still spend a lot of time there. It's amazing how that works. I never did that before, but I hope I'll do it a lot of times in future...